birthday

my birthday is september 22 and i have no clue what to do HELP!!!!

Today I went to the cemetery to see Melinda... I miss her so much it still feels so unreal like its all just a dream and I should be waking up soon, but It's not and I'm not going to wake up because this is real and It's not just a dream....

first day of school

ugh i guess my first day back to jr high was ok but i was so tired and so not ready for it i wish it was still summer so much it would be so much better... but what would be even better is if i was in high school with my friends :/ i know alot more people there and i fit in with alot more people there everyone down in my school hates me because they thing im a hoe or there getting treated badly because they hangout with me :(

school

WOW school start's in... one more day, and i am so not ready school isn't suppose to start this soon i mean its suppose to still be summer what the heck happened!!!!! I mean now that school is starting its starting actually get a lot warmer what's up with that!!! i got my schedule and everything and have all my school close all ready but still it feels like summer started yesterday!!!!!!!!  : (  : (  : (

Mckayla/ my sis's birthday party... and then the next day :)

Well my best friend Mckayla who is like a sister to me just had her birthday party and it was a blast first we went to the mall and had to help Bj find some school clothes witch was hilarious but we took forever haha so when we got to the movie (green lantern) we got there in time for it to start but missed the previews and you could only imagine how badly we wanted to see those :) so we made it perfect timing after that when the movie was over we went to her house me, Mckayla, and Erica all hung-out with taylor and Bj that was fun we were all up till like 4 or 5 in the morning witch sucked for me because i woke up at 6:20 and had to leave at 8 haha but the funny thing was i wasn't all that tired the next day....... When my grandma picked me up we went to my aunt Carrie's and got sparkle toes ya i wasn't into it at all but hey i got my'n done and have been trying to get them off ever since but i made everyone believe i was into it haha after that i had to go home and get ready because we had to go to my grandma Hellens family reunion  she had rented a pool a little kid pool a slide and a basketball hoop a blow up one anyway it was so much fun haha after that i got my hair died and it didn't work so we had to re-die it the next day and i got to go a darker brown :) witch i love but i wish they would put red at the end of it so it looks even more amazing!!!!.... after all of that we went to the derby witch i personally thing that this derby was the best of them all besides the weather hold up haha 2 cars got flipped it was sweet !!!!!!!!!!!! :)

CONTACTS!!!!!!!!!!

Well I had to go and get my eyes checked and we were thinking about contacts and well now i have contacts and its supper freaking awesome i love them i cant wait to go up in two weeks and get my actual ones these ones i have are just my trial ones haha but there freaking awesome!!! 

Juab Jr High School

So around the very beginning of August I got my school schedule :) the thing was it was my schedule but I had to change some things so the changes would make it so I would pretty much have a whole new schedule :( but today i finally got to change it so yes I finally know my schedule!! :) Now all I have to do is go to registration on the 10th and then I start school on the 18th.... The one thing that is going to suck for sure this year is so far i have no classes with any of my friends and all of my girlfriends are either in high school moved or well they hate my guts and trust me she hates me this isn't just some girl drama trust me this has been going on for months 5 actually!! so pretty much Im just hanging out with my guy friends this year hey but it might be better or worse I guess I will find out soon enough...